Morning     : Neutral

Noon        : Neutral

Afternoon   : Neutral

 

I went for cycling at Genting Sempah yesterday morning. Caught in jam from Cheras MRR2 to Gombak toll. I found out that KL is no longer a good place to drive or live anymore.

 

Genting Sempah is my favourite spot, that's where I started to cycle long journey years back. A bit dissapointment to me, that I can't finish the whole journey and give up for the last 1 kilometer. Wonder why I am not stronger than ever before. A little bit more of pain and sweat is all I need in order to be tough.

 

Never give up, never loose heart is my motto. Don't give in to unrighteousness, to me it's difficult but it's possible to do. What's more, I can do everything through Him who gives me strenght! I believed, as long as I set myself in the right way, it shouldn't be a problem to achieve something that will do good for me, something that will please His eyes.

 

There's one thing that play in my mind, I shared it with my best buddies yesterday after the cycling. I told them that I wish to achieve my ambition, after changing so many jobs in my life, I find out that I have no way to go and I don't know what else I can do in my life. As I believed in Him, should I wait and do nothing? Like a lazy man? Or I should just go ahead, bang my head and feel the pain? Try until I am tired and retire by saying "Well, I'm old now, I think this is what I like to do in my life". I hope He will reveal His will for me.

 

I told my buddies, I don't have a sense of belonging, not to someone that close to me, family or this piece of land. There's a job, I think, will give me that kind of feeling and glory that I wanted to have in this world. Forget about heaven, I would prefer to be in the wild, I was born to be wild. Some long for eternal life, some long for a good life and some searching for forgiveness, and I looking for a purpose in my life. Before I'm ready for this job, I need to improve my stamina and strenght, to a competitive level. When time is right, He will show me the way.