Morning           : Neutral

Noon                 : Neutral

Afternoon         : Neutral

Finally, after a few weeks of absent from my healthy routine, I went for a run after work. Not so good compare to my usual running. Getting slow in pace and exhausted after a short run, I should have continue the running for the past few weeks instead of discontinue the routine. I think I’m not motivated to do so.

I have a good day in the office, nothing much to do at this time. 4 more days, I will be leaving my existing company and take a usual weekend off and then continue a new, challenging task in a new company. I’m excited, and able to foresee the difficulties of the tasks I will face on the first day. I’m really thankful that my new employer has given me an opportunity to learn and practice my experience. It’s like a bet; win or lose, all in my hand. I do feel afraid, but the adventure ride, the twist of making decision, thrills me to take up this challenge. I only live once in my life, and this is the time of my life, I’m not going to lose it nor give it up because I’m afraid. Somehow I got to face the reality one day. I’ve to let go the past, and live to the fullest!

So far I’m back to normal pace; last week was hell break loose. That’s life, the young boy that stuck in my adult body wanted to shed off him self and move forward to face the adulthood. It’s not easy, when he knew he has some sort of deformities in himself. He only knows he has to try harder, like a young butterfly trying to break off from the cocoon. He has to try.

A smooth transition in this time, from old to new, in everything.