Morning     : Neutral

Noon        : Neutral

Evening      : +1

 

It's been 3 weeks since I work in this new company. I'm numb but I know God is here to help me to find a green pasture. I've long for opportunity to work on my own and to to succeed in a given task. That is, the time is here and I'm glad to take up the challenge that coming my way, and I can see the prospect that I will gain when I'm able to overcome the hurdle. It's time of my life, a career to succeed.

 

My starting is a mess, bad debts, broken relationship, a messed up operation with very lmited resources. What I have on the table is what I will use to start my business. Challenging, I like it.

 

I went for a 2 days volunteer works for an exhibition last week, I have a great time and excited that I'm able to offer my limited help to people to make the event succeed. I also have the chance to meet up with my old friend when we work in Doulos. We carry a long way, each advancing into different carrier. I enjoyed meeting new people, people that I may work together in future. The joy I've in me, which I couldn't find in my paid job, shed light in my life. It makes me feel good. A wonderful joy that I will never forget.

 

Back to my new job, I can see the hurdle coming to my way. It's like a battlefield, I don't know what will happen next. Surely I know I couldn't resist from things that I don't like. And it did happen to me today. It always is human issue, and I have been facing it all my life. I just couldn't understand why must God place me in this? Accusation that hurl to me, which I don't do and unacceptable sometimes, always tumbled me.

 

And clock is ticking, I don't how much time left, I need to know what is my strenght and where will I go. I can't always follow the same path I use. I must throw away my old self, and become a new creation. Time is running out, before the day is dawn.